Prologue
Challenging alignments. It is a month of all hell breaking loose, people doing the unthinkable. By mid-month I am mentally and physically exhausted, at the brink of being able to maintain my physical position. I may have had a seizure in the night while in my dream state. I cannot confirm this, but it was an experience like no other. There is a definite possibility this happened. Something went haywire within me somewhere. At the place where I work over the weekends, a home care setting, two of the senior staff who cover weekdays walked out without notice. It is unheard of in this industry, it just isn’t done, but it was, at the top of this month. The situation left me as the sole person on staff. A four person job being thrown all at once onto one.
To kick this up to the next even more ridiculous level, one of the two who walked out handled all administrative tasks, leaving no-one in the know of what these duties even were. No direction or instructions were left, and what was left was a chaotic, unorganized mess. Medications, for instance, just piled up inside cardboard boxes, old, new and expired alike. Insurance, payroll, paperwork, etc .. nowhere to be found. The list of what I now had to do, on top of already insanely busy shifts was heaped on, including, of course, bringing on new staff. ( …Okay enough of the drama )—All this is just to say, the madness significantly affected my recall this month. The stress being so high there were some nights I could not fall off to sleep at all. Another absolutely unheard of event ( I can always sleep ). This month, however, it seems is a month of firsts.
Firsts, and potentially lasts. I have been informed I will be vacating Earth space soon. Such a relative term, “soon”. See May 22, 2023. We’ll see how immanent “soon” is. In the experience it felt as close as NOW. The departure point being already in play.
So curious these things. I’ve no resistance.
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