Let’s face it, a day in which we actively recall our dreams – bring back with us into our conscious daily state of awareness even fragments of the energy and activity of our inner world, experiences, adventures,—immersed in their waves, merged with the concepts, symbols, messages, integrated to any degree at all their depth, meaning, feeling — is very different than a day in which we have not.
May 7, 2020
I work hard for this one.
It is a late night catching myself up with computer related stuff, then a falling off somewhere around midnight.
I am waking in the early morning to having conceptualized no content, have to use the bathroom and the family is already beginning to wake ( ie: much noise is beginning to flood the house ). I put in earplugs, put on the mindfold and feel my way to the bathroom, knowing this will help me remain in the process of shifting cycles, and more ‘in’ there than out in physical space.
I return to the bed, position myself prone, put my dream crystal in hand and call for the frequencies to return to me. I am shown a moment from before I fell off to sleep, like the flashcard game I repeat it back. I am shown another moment, I repeat it back. I am shown something large and round and reddish, the size of a bowling ball but visually more like a biological organ bathed in blood. I am curious and asking what in the heck I am seeing.Continue reading “Experiencing Myself as Alternating Fast Sound Vibration”
My first words should be this.
I remembered this.., I recalled it to me through OBEs. Through conscious shifts into additional consciousness states – additional consciousness s p a c e. So let’s bring it forward as an immanent and inevitable place to begin :
- Everything is already happening.—I am not trying to get experiences to happen – ( new levels of experience to happen ) – so much as they are already happening : every day and night.
October 14, 2019
6am : WBTB
Full seamless conscious shift into my dad’s house.
I do know I am shifting. I feel myself incubating into it here but there is no other sensation. Sometime later :
I am standing in the kitchen in front of the microwave oven opening a package of sliced bread. The crossover in the data streams of this environment and my own in physical space is causing small little shocks through my system.
I am what I will call precisely on the verge of full conscious awareness ‘here’ and losing such. I begin : knowing I am standing in dad’s kitchen, looking around the room, feeling the sensation of the field, I am in dad’s kitchen : ( then the crossover in the streams and the little shock ) : why am I up and making breakfast? I am off today : ( then the crossover in the streams and the little shock ) : I am in dad’s house. I am out of body. Wow. I am here at dad’s. I look over toward the bread, pick up the package, smell the bread and take out two slices : ( crossover ) . .
The incoming little shock is shifting my position and I am now upstairs in my room sitting on the floor. Dad walks by down the hallway down the stairs. With the briefest of a side glance at me he asks that I watch him to make sure he doesn’t fall. He at the same time seems to be aware of my fluctuating position ( my instability here. A black dog is in the room with me. Black is my dad’s first dog. but the data stream is saying – he is here. he is mine. he is my responsibility – ( now a significant jolt ) – I have forgotten to feed him. With this I lose total position. I am back to dreaming. I am setting off to find and get food in the dog as fast as possible. dry dog food. deli chicken and beef from the fridge will be faster.
I have never experienced the wake/sleep threshold from inside an additional field this thoroughly before.
It packs quite a punch.
It lays at the core of what the crystal work is designed for.—Letting go of our own point, our own position, our own perception to experience another. This is what consciousness expansion and exploration is. In this report we are entering into critical elements involved in viewing the visual data in crystal communiques: pattern recognition, pattern matching, pattern aligning. Data processing and variable rates of speed which let through not only greater quantity/quality data but the capacity for parallel processing,––holding multiple points, multiple positions, multiple perceptions all at once.
Pareidolia.—The subject inevitably surfaces so let’s take a moment to dive into it. That defined as “the tendency to perceive a specific, often meaningful image in a random or ambiguous visual pattern.” What is more accurately happening within the event the physically focused mind so describes.
I am about to share with you my process.
It is the best I can address the question at this time.
Some of the nuts and bolts, the internal function of how this works I am privy to, but in a very large sense I also have little idea yet. What I do know—what I am aware of—what I am observing, I will share with you.
Looking in on it from where I am now in time, the process of entering into this makes more sense. The picture is more complete. Years prior to a more total shift in consciousness I began bringing through the idea.. Speaking of it (somewhat ephemerally), penciling (somewhat remedially) images and graphs, teaching it in class while not even truly knowing -or knowing why.