Project Camelot Interview : Awakening Consciousness, Crystal Contact

It all started with an email from a friend.

I was as surprised as YOU may be reading this right now. She wrote that she had written to Kerry Cassidy from Project Camelot, suggesting she have me on her show. No sooner was I reading this than I was receiving an invitation from Kerry herself. It was an interesting feeling, because I will tell you that when I first encountered Project Camelot, Kerry ( and Bill Ryan ) back in 2009 I could see the connections in our names and felt we would one day meet.

Today was the day.

I was nervous as all get out, honestly, I have only just begun the process of dispensing our work out more to the general populous, and engaging in the more ‘interview style’ format. It isn’t easy! I mean, kudos, seriously, to those who do this, and for such large audiences, as Kerry herself does. It will take me some time to acclimate to all this. As the majority of those who are here with me know, I tend to be much more of a hermit — so going out in this way requires significant adjustment. It indeed is time to go out, though, so making these adjustments I am.

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It surprised me, but after the momentary shock of having to introduce myself ( lol ), I actually found it very comfortable, Kerry was very easy to speak with. She probed, as she characteristically and skillfully does, but not too in depth, which was also good, because audiences generally require a moment themselves to acclimate to the whole of what this is. It can be jarring.

I won’t say too much more, I will just let everyone enjoy the talk, possibly making new discovery yourselves. We opened with the awakening, then Kerry guided us into the Kundalini, which open things into the ET contact and activation of the dormant spiritual skill with the crystals. All in all, it is a rapid-fire journey encapsulating the last 12 or so years; 2009 to date.

Even if you have read all my logs, it is really different hearing it LIVE.

Let me know what this experience is like for you.

Your feedback, as always is welcomed.

The Weight of Consciousness

Does consciousness have a weight?

I want to have a glance, to bring a topic of the mundane — weight, weight gain/loss — into a wider range of view for a moment. Let’s begin by asking the obvious, “does consciousness have a weight?” Specifically, in physical space does it have a weight. Do those who carry more awareness, a wider experience base also carry a wider girth? more weight? Where and how is it getting stored? In the mental body?, the emotional body?, the physical body? Is it burdensome to know, to directly experience what consensus yet is not? How heavy is this for you? What is your service, what are its extents? – some of us feel to go to far greater lengths for the greater good.

Now there are of course many reasons for one’s size, shape and physical state. Many of those in consciousness circles, predisposed to this aptitude have explored this sometimes to great length. I am just pointing to the fact that this >> a broader awareness and experience base << is another, distinct reason unto itself. And may even be found to lay at the basis for what has been happening a lifetime. As we know, we get ‘activated’ to awaken, often a good deal down the life line. Much lay in the subconscious until this point.

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OBE Log: Yellow Rose

Dream into OBE

A young boy’s long journey home.

Large structure. It is a home which accommodates a great many individuals. Some of whom reside here and some of whom are being hosted for a time. I am walking through the structure checking in on the areas and everyone. I am one of those who is just passing through, being hosted for a time, I am here with Charlie, it is not my role or job to be doing this, I just am. It is natural for me. I am entering an area where there are many of those who are here for a time. I am asking if they have everything they need. If there is any single thing missing I will go get it for them ( I am up ). It is in the little details like this that makes a place special. 

There is a woman here in a chair who is sleeping, who has some horrible and loud kind of sleep apnea. I retrieve a pillow for her head. When I bring it she wakes and I ask her if she would like the pillow. She asks “what for?“ I say if I put it here for her she may see that it is nicer for her, more comfortable, less hard. She allows me to do so and I continue on. I come to a dining area where there is a large wooden table, welcoming and family-like. William Buhlman is here. He motions me over and asks if I have read the books by….did he say Monroe? I lean in, emitting that I am beyond reading now and confirming  “I am one of us”. Meaning those who have gotten out.

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365 Days of Dreams

I am someone who has always remembered my dreams… Who, in the beginning, did not have to write them down to remember, I carried them with me as clear and real to life as my experience in physical space. In fact for a great deal of my life I absolutely could NOT write down my dreams. In the rare event that I did, awareness of the dream state would stop for a short period. As a lesson perhaps. In this way I learned to carry the additional fields more immediately with me in direct awareness alone. I learned that for one reason or another I was not meant to document.—Until much later in the lifetime, that is. 

At the ( 2009 ) point of my awakening, I began to find that I could dream journal, log out-of-body experiences, kundalini events. I not only kept a written log I began video journaling as well. I did this for many years, roughly through the years 2009-2014, when all of a sudden I just stopped. When I did this, awareness of the dream state itself faded in near unison. I even stopped logging the more significant obes and as if the one were falling in line with the other, awareness of these events faded into the recesses and were lost to me.

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The Recall Muscle : Making it Back with the Data

Let’s face it, a day in which we actively recall our dreams – bring back with us into our conscious daily state of awareness even fragments of the energy and activity of our inner world, experiences, adventures,—immersed in their waves, merged with the concepts, symbols, messages, integrated to any degree at all their depth, meaning, feeling — is very different than a day in which we have not.

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The Crystal Connection with the OBE

When people are in doubt about the validity of the out-of-body-experience I am pleased I now have the work with the crystal to help show them — in pictures — because this is the way it is easiest for most to learn. More than learn, really, because with so many a picture is a sort of proof that something REAL is indeed happening. Notably when that picture comes about through unordinary means. Such as those I capture through the sole aid of a crystal.

When I am working with the crystal, let it be known I am not doing anything different than when I am consciously leaving the body. Let me say this more clearly, when I am expanding out beyond the 3D Earth-life field into additional areas of consciousness. I am locating my point of awareness within myself, letting the kaleidoscope turn ( the brainwaves shift ) remaining alert while accessing data from multiple, additional frequency fields.

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The Central Nervous System, Your Back Body “Guard”

It is the one thing you may hear me say more than any other,—

If you are not prepared for conscious experience your central nervous system will not allow conscious [ out of body ] experience to take place. You may still have out of body experiences but the data will not remain intact. To some degree or another, all content from additional fields will fade as you shift back into physical space, physical awareness, the beta brain w a v e.

As this frequency field rolls in, it is the experience of most for all else to wash away… It rolls in and all else rolls out. This is, in essence, itself our consensus reality — 3D-reality land. Which as we very well experience throws out the mandate that 1) physical reality is the basis of all reality and 2) physical reality is all there is. Life on Earth exists, life elsewhere does not. ( or is ‘just a dream’ ).

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Reporting from the Out of Body State : A Monroe Explorer ( Type ) Project

Are you familiar with Robert Monroe and the Monroe Explorers?

It is a fabulous piece of OBE history left for us – to reach out into—potentially further and further, as would all true Explorers. The idea came through to me recently to continue on, and/or even re-devise a recreation of the work.

You can : read about Robert Monroe here.
You can : read about the Explorer Project here.
You can : listen to the original 24 Explorer Series tapes here.

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All About Recall

My first words should be this.

I remembered this.., I recalled it to me through OBEs. Through conscious shifts into additional consciousness states – additional consciousness s p a c e. So let’s bring it forward as an immanent and inevitable place to begin :

  • Everything is already happening.—I am not trying to get experiences to happen – ( new levels of experience to happen ) – so much as they are already happening : every day and night.

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Log : OBE : Hippocampus, Magical Being

October 10, 2019

Magical being. 

Hippocampus – Mythological aquatic reptilian/horse being. – so named after an area of the brain. POWERFUL.

I am in the ocean, the waters are rough, but so not so rough that I cannot remain afloat. I am immersed as I would be up to my head. I am at first fearful, as I would be if physically in the middle of the ocean but as this enormous, magnificent, silver/blue/grey skinned being is surfacing through the waters before me, my state is growing more rapidly into awe and a more direct physical experience is ensuing. 

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