Opening my Vocal Channel, Challenging Entities, Greetings from the Dark

Prologue

It has been a long time in the making, this whole business of opening my vocal channel. Who would have thought such a seemingly simple thing —relative to a Kundalini awakening in itself, learning to consciously shift into and out of Earth space, the work with the crystals and gaining the cooperation of the elemental realm!— would be such a challenge. One day I will see more clearly than I do at present why the voice ( hopefully trance ) channeling had to come last in this series of events. At the moment I glean only bits and am mostly just happy it is ( or seems ) to be finally happening. I am feeling the same call and draw to it now that I have felt from day one with the crystal. Which I somehow was able to observe happening and dive into with full force. As my life allowed, that is. What I began feeling first, roughly a month ago, is to re-immerse myself in my previous more formal meditation ritual. This has been very easy for me to accommodate.

At near the same time, I am beginning to have feedback from my dream state activity that is relative to the vocal channeling. Not just instruction but I can see the beings are beginning to circle me for this purpose. I then began to realize, or suspect, or think to myself that I am not really that familiar with exactly how to PRACTICE vocal channeling. And that it would be much more helpful to me to approach it this way, just as in any of my other practices that are specifically spiritual disciplines. So I am reaching out to a person/teacher/channeler I feel deeply aligned with due to the unconditional nature of their work, Carla Reuckert, who is no longer on the planet with us but who left a wealth of material on learning to channel as a practice. I am in study mode by day and by night am applying to my practice what I have learned. I also have the very fun feeling rising up in me to join a channeling group. Which I will begin looking into today, just as soon as I finish posting this article. A local group that meets in person is what I feel drawn to.

I am learning ( and very wonderfully feeling! ) exactly how close the beings are to me at this point. If I ask a question the flow can immediately begin coming through. Not always, sometimes I am still blocking it, but often enough that it is getting my attention. In meditations my conversation with those here with me is beginning to be even more tactile than it usually it. The felt presence is acute, and just that much more physically felt. I had asked for a tactile sign that the beings are here and the channeling is about to begin. I received that tactile sensation just last night. It is not what I had suggested, a fingertip touching my own, what has been chosen is far more grand. It is a heart-space behind my own that presses forward into me; a merging of hearts. How wonderful -and ever so much more clever a sign! I aim to run with this.

As to the “why”, or reasons behind the voice channeling not beginning until now, I am seeing a few things. The first is my tendency toward opening WIDE without boundaries. Toward being and emulating a fully open system. Together with the inclination, or bent away from challenging others. The way I have carefully measured my capacity previously, with regard to others has been to in a sense sequester myself from them. I say “in a sense” because it is only in a physical sense that I do this. Not in an energetic, or awareness sense. In these ways I have always been all inclusive. But I would keep my physical person in a significant sense out of reach. With the voice channeling this will not be possible. I am quite literally inviting higher information and energy flows ( some of which are quite embodied ) in and through me- mind, breath and body. So I understand I have some learning and reconfiguring to do in this regard. And!, which is occurring in real time with the go-button already pressed. The experience that follows is such an example.

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Dream Data: April 2024

Prologue

The breakthroughs continue.

This month I am intently focused into the April 8 full solar eclipse and the opportunity I feel it represents. The very morning of the eclipse information began coming through in the dream state. Then when I woke I meditated,—focusing my attention into a mantra of sorts. As the eclipse was happening, as I sat in a focused state of attention I repeated the following:

“I am passing through this portal, cleansed by water and by fire ( ie: the sun and the moon ) in the highest light and for the greatest good as a full-time consciousness worker fully supported by the Universe and the Universe of Worlds.”

Once I had passed through the portal into this timeline, I changed the tense to “I have passed”. It was a really nice ceremonial rite of passage. I united with the galactic races on a deeper level and assistance from them actually began coming to me as I chanted. For instance the “cleansed by fire and water” part was given to me as I began the recitations. And so true!, not just a portal but a baptism first by water ( the moon ) and then by fire ( the sun ). When it was done I went outside, faced myself toward the sun with closed eyes and let myself be penetrated by the rays. The light outside was quite surreal. Not unlike that of another time and place. I do feel I am now quite actually in a new timeline. One in utter alignment, inside and out with my focus.

Following the eclipse and consciously directing myself through this portal I began to be accelerated ( see April 21 log ) and a singular message begins coming through to me. Surrendering and connecting my will to Thy will, in order to get where we actually are heading now. The Greater will is unfettered by doubt and has no fear to distract or detract it. Allowing this could only mean one thing. We are now on the fast track into the new moment. Into the next new evolution of our service. Activating the Voice and taking on the role of the Speaker. A Seer and Speaker. It certainly has been a long time coming. I do feel I am ready.

The final thing I will mention for this month ( it has been a doozy of a month! ) is that I am growing more curious at, and focusing into my ANCESTRAL HISTORY. I am looking into this through the dream and instantly aided in this by Inner being. This feels incredibly related to coming into the new service. Perhaps it is a keying into who will be the first to bring through. All this is so new I will have to follow it for a time before knowing, or knowing any more than I do at present. We are at the verge of its very unfolding. Such an exciting place to be. !! At present, just to say, as can be seen in this month’s dreams all fingers are pointing toward the Feline races.

The word for us this month is >>

CONNECTION

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Receiving Data, An Important Reminder

Prologue

This report was lined up for exactly a year ago to this day but got lost, falling deeper and deeper down into the queue until I had forgotten all about it. I am not sure I still remember the reason I was wanting to highlight and bring it out but it does show some interesting work, as well as messages commonly relayed to us in the night. The language of the fields is never an easy, or obvious thing to read when it comes to what is being told us about ourselves but the only way we are ever going to even BEGIN to learn is by bringing the data forward, working with it on a regular basis, processing the information to see what new questions arise and taking this once more with us into the coming night. It is the way I am learning. Slow though it may be.

I feel like I am making headway—like I am beginning to glean symbols here and there that help me to piece together at least a part of the meaning behind the work being done and the messages being sent. As the years roll on I feel increasingly more accomplished in not only the way I am working with my dreams, but the daily regularity at which I now do. It takes diligence just to get to the point where daily work becomes possible. In fact, going all the way back to the beginning, I remember not being allowed to even write my dreams down. I have had recall of my dreams since day 1 in this body, but prior to the age of approximately 40, if I attempted to write down what I recalled the recall would be taken away. This in itself is simply fascinating.

One day I must look deeper into why this was. For now, though, a usual night of dreaming and important reminder on receptivity and receiving data. >>

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Abducted by Humans, Attempted Mind Control, Taken to Another Planet

Prologue

Some really strange things have been happening in the night as of late, but this January is quickly taking the lead for HIGH strangeness. The experience logged below is an example of coming alert while in standard dream, to a level of activity going on behind it. Is the sub-level of activity something that is actually happening? Is it just another sub-level of thought playing out in my own mind? And can these two, at a certain point even be one and the same?

The sub-level can be shocking. You might recall the scene when Neo first wakes from the matrix. Do you have experience with this? Have you worked to gain insight?

Let’s discuss it in the comments.

January 19, 2024

Abducted ( by a human agency? ), attempted mind control, taken to another planet

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Injury or Course Correction?—Sometimes Life Hits You Sidewise, HARD

No beating around the bush. I will just get right to it.

Aside from the way it may sound, this story actually has some quite magical elements to it. As in my life, as many if not all of you know, are ever bubbling up from below the surface.

The pertinents >> I was at my brothers house for the week, while he and his family were away visiting the kid’s other set of grandparents for the Christmas holiday, helping to make sure my Mom did not get accidentally hurt by my brother’s dogs. They are beautiful dogs, wonderful in every way but they are muscular and big, and, Mom … well my Mom, though in great shape for her age is what I call “tiny” ( she hates that, lol ) and advancing through her 80s.

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Dream Data: December 2023

Prologue

Coming off the intensity of survival based dreams last month I am feeling off, not well in my energy. I am getting migraines, related nausea and feel general malaise. We are having an explosion in the mosquito population here in California and due to the weather still being quite warm, even now in December still shorts and t-shirt weather – I am getting repeatedly, extensively bit all throughout the month. The bites take a long time to heal and appear almost as dark scars all up and down my legs and feet. I wonder if at least some of what I am feeling is not from this.

The month concludes when the day after Christmas I am bowled over by two ( of our family ) dogs. I got injured, my right knee, what was my good knee took the hit. I am on crutches for the duration, unable to bare weight at all on one leg. I’ve had to pause looking for work.

In the dream realm it is an eclectic month. There are a few symbols rising up that seem important. The first is backyards. The next, pain. The number four ( 4 ), either as a configuration, or geometry, or type of math is beginning to present and show itself to me more regularly. But front and center stage, appearing boldly all throughout the month is >>

GIANTS. GIANTS and more GIANTS.

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Dream Data: November 2023

Prologue

It is a challenging month that begins horrifically, the theme of torture and killing takes center stage then from here it goes unceasingly into survival and survival preparedness; scenario after scenario, night after night. There is a cluster of days mid-month when no logs have been made due to the dreams consisting of scenarios on the same theme. I reached a point of flabbergast at the steady repetitiveness and began to feel un-obliged to keep reporting essentially the same thing. However, after a few nights had passed and the theme was still flowing as steadily as when it began, I started to feel it more important. I am certain, beyond any shadow of a doubt this has never happened before. Neither in the event of a single subject matter being SO persistent, nor dreams themselves being so heavily centered on Earth-life and physical matters.

The word, or focus coming through this month is clear >>

Survival, survival, SURVIVAL

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Dream Data: October 2023

Prologue

I was away from home most the month of October. Surprisingly, to me, in a good way, my dreaming remained for the most part intact. My sleep pattern over the course of the previous months had by this month led into a near full reversal. At roughly 9pm each evening my whole system would wake as though it were morning and I would not be able to fall off to sleep until near sunrise. Due to this my days were begun later, and later, and later until I was not feeling fully rested until 1-3pm in the afternoon. I was living as though nocturnal. A key, related element may be that during the month I had an incredible integration experience with the Lupine Nation. Lupines ( wolves ) being nocturnal, I would be remiss to not mention this. Also this month is the solar eclipse, the moon coming between the Earth and sun; October 14, 2023.

A repeating theme this month is the reliving of lifetimes. So many, beginning to end, the data so extensive I could not bring the detail, instead simply noting the pattern of it repeatedly happening. Another highlight of the month is being intercepted by an all female ET group.

The largest theme of the month hands down, repeating night after night
in every way imaginable, relentlessly, unceasingly is:

INCLINES

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Dream Data: September 2023

Prologue

The month of September is marked by a new natural healing journey I find myself embarking upon which is multifaceted. Due to the pain, healing involved, <— and depth of sleep required for this dreams are more challenging to hold to early month – but as I set my feet out upon the path and learning begins to take hold in my daily applications, the pain lessens as previous obstacles are removed and I reach an even deeper, more profound, all encompassing state and ease when synching inwardly within myself with the data that is being sent to me in return.

Instances of being observed, having a security detail or secret agent placed on me are continuing and even quite clearly escalating. In multiple experiences this month I am not let to access the vertical axis ( ie: ascend / go vertically straight upward ). Compounding all this are “kiddy ride” OBEs, long endless walking and an inability to get where I am going. It reaches a point during the month wherein I lose it and ultimately break down in tears.

The word coming through strongly this month is:

HERITAGE

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Dream Data, August 2023

Prologue

As of this month I am no longer working a second job ( for the time being ), dreams and OBEs are abundant, inner connection is off the scales and messages are being passed to me daily. Water is a theme presenting frequently this month, in the inner as well as outer fields. As is the word HOPE and the concept of “radio silence”. In dreams there is the regular detection of being observed. It would seem I have reached a whole new level of the game.

We will see as the days and months progress.

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