Working With and Within Free-Will
March 29, 2015
From the back of my truck. ( I lay down and shift in—
New Shift. Repeatedly. Or (an additional perception).. One long shift inside of which I am periodically landing in data fields. I am being held by two helpers, intent-fully close to the physical. Each is on one side and has me up off the ground with a hold of a wrist and an ankle. I am first bent (legs going up toward my head), then stretched, twisted, turned, and tossed into the air. *This activity is to increase flexibility and decrease fear. Heighten sensitivity to the physical system and it’s independent systems. Sex center system sensation is notably high. To focus my attention away from fear I ask— ‘how can I help people’..? ‘I like to help people’.
Data field opens out:
Continue reading “Log : Three OBEs About Shifts”
February 2, 2021
Second chakra energy transmutation : all night.
I am unsure how to begin.
An entity is in my space, in the etheric energy space, it seems to have no regard for me whatsoever and this is much as a predator and prey situation. This entity is human. It has a hold of my right foot and is dragging me 180 degrees within the exact space of my physical body. It is performing the rotations of the bodies necessary for enacting what is for me a conscious shift into an OBE ..It wants me to be as aware of what is happening as possible. In a sick way, because this entity is violating my space and violating me. It wants me to see not just what is happening but who it is. I am certainly attempting to see, but at the same time, aware from within multiple fields and the goings-on within them, my entire mental/energetic/physical construct is screaming.
As I am first coming to experience and tangibly feel the violation, the feedback is of a male being. But I see clearly here, at least to this degree, the entity is not male but female. I am seeing the outline of the body, face, head.. She is very generic in her appearance, utterly lacking of vitality and color. She is perfectly still, standing here before me, energetically and compassionately numb. I see the hair, ash blonde, not quite to the shoulders, outlining her face. It is a complete blur through the features of the face. I am coming into full alertness, screaming with every ounce of my energy the words “you are dead”, “you are so dead!”, “you don’t even know how dead you are!”. The energy is coming through me with such force the words are reaching through my physical body in physical space. Where it is the pre-morning hours ( 4am ), I am at work, the dog is barking loudly down the stairwell in what I come to think must be an attempt to wake me. So I have a chance.
Continue reading “OBE Log : Entity Assault”
When people are in doubt about the validity of the out-of-body-experience I am pleased I now have the work with the crystal to help show them — in pictures — because this is the way it is easiest for most to learn. More than learn, really, because with so many a picture is a sort of proof that something REAL is indeed happening. Notably when that picture comes about through unordinary means. Such as those I capture through the sole aid of a crystal.
When I am working with the crystal, let it be known I am not doing anything different than when I am consciously leaving the body. Let me say this more clearly, when I am expanding out beyond the 3D Earth-life field into additional areas of consciousness. I am locating my point of awareness within myself, letting the kaleidoscope turn ( the brainwaves shift ) remaining alert while accessing data from multiple, additional frequency fields.
Continue reading “The Crystal Connection with the OBE”
May 7, 2020
I work hard for this one.
It is a late night catching myself up with computer related stuff, then a falling off somewhere around midnight.
I am waking in the early morning to having conceptualized no content, have to use the bathroom and the family is already beginning to wake ( ie: much noise is beginning to flood the house ). I put in earplugs, put on the mindfold and feel my way to the bathroom, knowing this will help me remain in the process of shifting cycles, and more ‘in’ there than out in physical space.
I return to the bed, position myself prone, put my dream crystal in hand and call for the frequencies to return to me. I am shown a moment from before I fell off to sleep, like the flashcard game I repeat it back. I am shown another moment, I repeat it back. I am shown something large and round and reddish, the size of a bowling ball but visually more like a biological organ bathed in blood. I am curious and asking what in the heck I am seeing.
Continue reading “Experiencing Myself as Alternating Fast Sound Vibration”
Are you familiar with Robert Monroe and the Monroe Explorers?
It is a fabulous piece of OBE history left for us – to reach out into—potentially further and further, as would all true Explorers. The idea came through to me recently to continue on, and/or even re-devise a recreation of the work.
You can : read about Robert Monroe here.
You can : read about the Explorer Project here.
You can : listen to the original 24 Explorer Series tapes here.
Continue reading “Reporting from the Out of Body State : A Monroe Explorer ( Type ) Project”
Have you ever wondered?
What role the body plays in conscious out of body experience? Conscious contact? These being highly related and equally relevant. It is a subject I find of great interest.
A first observation on my own part when beginning to make conscious shifts into what is colloquially called the OBE – is that the body does indeed come in to play. That while the conscious mind is ‘going out’ – new levels of information and energy are ‘coming in’ to the whole conscious construct. The conscious mind/energy/body SYSTEM.
Continue reading “The Role of the Body”
This information is an accompaniment the breath work class we are opening titled : The Gateway of the Breath. In these Zoom LIVE-streams we are journeying into the breath, into more of our total self – creating alterations in the brainwaves and brainwave patterns specifically to consciously ride into new frequency fields.
Continue reading “The Gateway of the Breath : Breathing Patterns and Portals”
It has been some years now since focusing on bringing my consciousness shifts : OBEs, lucid dreams ( and even ordinary dreams ) back with me into conscious awareness and daily life. However recently I am once more with the growing impetus. The unmissable, undeniable inner directive. To again align with the flow.
Through the very early morning hours just this morning I am being guided through the all too interesting process, we could even say geometry of (re)opening the gates, portals and pathways of the flow of information : my larger consciousness present, and I -in another body- on the verge of projection.
Continue reading “The Geometry of Dream Recall”
The first realizing.
I am two, maybe three years old.
I am upstairs with my Dad in his room. My sister is here, she is coming in growling at me again. I am not sure why but she does this. I don’t know why she is doing it. Dad is coming out from the bathroom, half preoccupied with what he is doing, half checking in on us. I am looking up at him. Telling him something. He is responding but it is not anything to do with what I am saying.
Continue reading “Who I Am: Returning to Awareness”
Potentiality— The ability to come into existence.
The ability is not quite the actuality. Not quite an ACT —It is prior to this. Prior to a beginning. So this is what my person is asking. I must say person because there is more here than this now (to have this communication. How can potentiality evidence itself? —how IS potentially evidencing itself. How is this even possible? How is what is not even happening be apparently happening. Be made into something I can hold in my hands! (there is a great deal of awe at this).
Continue reading “Life in Potentiality: Inside the Potentialty Field”