Confederation Protected Contact

August 22, 2022

The energy is coming increasingly more again at night. 

Tonight it is coming in strong before even 9pm. Before my feet have the chance to get unreasonably antsy I get up to get the salt pack. I place it on my sacrum and immediately the flows within the body are set to right. I notice my body is feeling really comfortable now, it is a more comfortable than usual kind of feeling. I read until about 10:30pm, pushing through the drowsy feeling and my eyesight beginning to blur due to the brainwave changes that are trying to pull me in >> until they finally do. I am comfortable in the supine position immediately from the onset of night *as well as all night long. This should have informed me an experience was at hand.

I am intersecting with a really interesting looking group of indigenous peoples. They are lean, have short hair and very red skin. They are more South American in appearance than Native/North American. They arrive on a plane. There is the idea of the colors white and red. At the moment we are all lining up in front of each other just to the outside of the plane, their peoples and our own. We seem to be of another indigenous-type tribe. We are all wearing simple white smocks, with no adornments at all, no paint, no jewelry. We’ve all come in a very simple way. Two females are highlighted, myself and one other. Those who we are meeting seem to be all male. I see a lot of males. I see roughly a dozen of them before my attention shifts due to some activity.

They want to take one of us, the other young woman—back with them into their space. It is perceptually a room in the back of a common dwelling but I know this room to be like an island. Meaning, she won’t be able to return if she goes back in there with them. They will “marry with her”. She is naturally trusting, curious and okay with going back in there, she does not feel it is true that she won’t be able to return, until after spending some time with her in the hallway showing her how this is true; she then somewhat quickly changes her mind, rushing back through the hallway toward the front room where the rest of us are.

All this said, 
there is a blending of both group and discrete energies that is happening here.

I have the knowing that we will not be able to change anything by blending, but we can work with what I glean as “unexpected probability vortices”. Although I know this from within the experience, outside of it I do not even know what this means. Inside the experience I know quite well and am engaged in working with just this.

There is a salve that this other group has that heals wounds, blemishes of any kind on the skin overnight. It heals deeper than the skin and takes away all pain. They are sharing small amounts of this with us. I am watching one of the others of us applying the salve to herself and then decide I will try this as well. I am placing some of it on my knuckles, on the back of my heels and all around the circumference of my feet. I am told to use only very little.. very little is required.

There is much more to this experience, these are just the bits I can still access.

It is still very early in the morning, roughly 4am.
I get up to use the bathroom then decide I should log what I can. When I go back in,—

There is a spacial system, a security system out in space that protects the below scene and its interactions. I see a geometrical slice of it. It appears visually almost as a rectangular slice of cake. It is white and I see the colors yellow and medium blue. There are geometries which come off it – degrees, angles, connection points – that I can somehow also see and which form a sort of energy field. What this is, again, is only a slice, or sliver of what it is in full. Which later, at the end of this event pushes out to me as Huatumi.

Huatumi is an Ambassador on board a Confederation craft

The whole structure and system has been integrating and communicating with me. Unthegwe is mentioned.. there is a word that is given in front of and together with his name which I can no longer place. The integration with this, … I am going to call it … social memory complex is so energetically and dynamically exquisite to my own mind-body-spirit complex that this itself has a lot of my attention. I do not want to break the connection and have a difficult time doing so when it comes time to having to get up.

Shifting through the space between ‘here’ and physical space I see two additional blocks of experience which have taken place:

1 )  Room. Bedroom. One wall is purple ( violet ). A bit further into the experience I see there is a second accent wall painted a deep bright blue ( indigo ). Two accent walls of this magnitude in this small of a space seems too much. I see beneath the indigo to what existed here prior: whites, creams and accents of I want to say blueberry but it is the same indigo hue. I feel the lightness of this configuration is much better than the boldness of the two mega accented walls.

2 )  Living space. Apartment. Room. It is being kept by Kerry Cassidy for another female. They are outside of it more than inside it. I find this curious. I am inside cleaning it up when they come to get me. We are all all heading somewhere. Kerry has come in and asked me what I am doing.. if I am ready.. I am telling her I am just doing the last thing that needs doing. I am looking for sugar. ( I think this experience has expended much of my body’s glucose/energy ).

I need to restore.

Dream Re-entry : A Conscious Shift Back In Through Interpenetrating Fields

June 15, 2022

Concentricity, Spheres within Spheres

I start waking while it is still fairly early, which is surprising as I did not fall off to sleep until quite late, well after the 1am hour. I am going to have to dive for the dream data, I have only a cover song playing in my mind at this time. The room is cool and outside the sky is overcast, perfect for dream recollection. I roll onto my stomach, turning my head toward the right and place my Healer, George, at my forehead. Moments later a light show is going off in my head. In the back of my brain. I feel this ( not see it ); energy tingles. The sensation is so prominent it gets my attention, in physical space as well as inside the field. The two fields are seamlessly overlapped. 

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OBE Log : Thermo Nuclear War

April 19, 2022

The last I remember before falling in : it is sometime after 7am, I am laying on my right side, the pillow is under my head and I have my healer at my forehead ( I am actively going in after my dreams from the night ). When I come back : I am positioned on my back, I am in sleep paralysis, in a state of cognitive dissonance – disbelief – inwardly asking what it is I am seeing. The auditory knowing comes with immediacy. It is the beginning of a thermonuclear war. I have no idea where I am in time, or even where I am on the planet, although the people, their manner, state of dress and such suggest it is somewhere near current time. I will start from the beginning:

I am on the land, a natural environment in the woods, it looks to be Fall.

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OBE Log : Reptilian Energy : Dragon Connections


This experience as it is first beginning is while on air, The Enlightment Evolution Hour ( podcast ) with Rob Gauthier. I will embed the video below this log. Rob is someone I have known for some time now, he came on to youtube in roughly 2011, but I think it is 2016-17 when I intersect with him. Rob is one of the Speakers, a “Channeler” as we refer to them now. At that time he is channeling a friendly, thoroughly delightful Reptilian energy who is presenting to us by the name TReb-or-yit-NE. I am enthralled, as Rob is a deep trance channeler, and the information he and TReb are bringing through contains REAL data relative to people’s galactic heritage.

I begin listening to his previous uploads steadily, generally every night before going to bed. It is at approximately this time ( 2017 ) that the phenomena with the crystal is beginning and one night, while listening in on a few of the channeled sessions Rob himself begins coming through. On this particular occasion, he comes through in a candle lit room, donning near the identical form he does now, in a pre-renaissance time frame. It is night, he is in what we would now call a “cafe” and I capture him in mid-oration. He is an orator of some kind, possibly a poet, possibly a philosopher—and I think to myself, “Wow, he is a Speaker in this lifetime also.”

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Project Camelot Interview : Awakening Consciousness, Crystal Contact

It all started with an email from a friend.

I was as surprised as YOU may be reading this right now. She wrote that she had written to Kerry Cassidy from Project Camelot, suggesting she have me on her show. No sooner was I reading this than I was receiving an invitation from Kerry herself. It was an interesting feeling, because I will tell you that when I first encountered Project Camelot, Kerry ( and Bill Ryan ) back in 2009 I could see the connections in our names and felt we would one day meet.

Today was the day.

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The Conscious Shift : Inducing the Altered State

Something I feel is important, to not just share with everyone but to put out there as often and in as many ways as I can, is that the additional states we are each in the process of allowing back into our experience are ALL already taking place. All the waves, all the frequencies, all of everything out beyond what we call “the Earth-life”, including the very roles we ourselves play out there are in constant, ongoing effect. Even now, as the wave, frequency and role we play here also is. There is no separation between the waves. They are coalescing and concurrent.

This awareness is often why I refer to my awakening process as being one of the turning on of my cognition, my cognitive faculties, because the whole thing has always been in play. The whole time, here, active and ongoing. It has just been me, through a period of time not realizing. I was not even locked down in the beta-frequency wave. I could shift. What I couldn’t do, and I find this increasingly humorous the more I see, — is cognize the differentiations. Inside the experience that was me I was always simply being who I am, existing where I am.

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The Breath and Altered States

As part of my spiritual disciplines, I began working more seriously with the breath roughly around the turn of the century; the year 2000. It began, as it often does, much of its own. I would be out on my walks, early morning before most people were awake so that I could enjoy the solitude and quiet – which as we know, disappears all too fast as the world’s alarm clocks begin going off. On these walks I would enjoy the outside world all to myself, at my own leisure, pace and speed. — which from the beginning, for as long as I can remember has always been rather “grandmotherly”. I task you to find anyone who walks as slow as I do.

Walks would always begin with a nice big breath. A salutation, in a sense, at the glory of the portal of the pre-dawn. The magical feeling presence of the morning gateway. I am sure it is not necessary to point anyone to, or remind anyone of this.. we all know, love and appreciate it well. That first full breath in the stunning light of the sun’s first rays remains a favorite way to start my days. That feeling we have when first waking, which is so like this – when the energy of the dream fields is still with us, is something I like to prolong in my day for as long as possible. The breath helps us do this. I engage the breath in this way so the communication of the fields, of the Inner energy system is still softly present as I head out on my walk.

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Integration Into the Body

It is a subject of high fascination to me,— the process of how the soul, via a precise consciousness cluster integrates into the body. Into 3D bodily experience. How it happens, when it happens, why it can come to be so unique a process for each one of us individually. The myriad of ways it can be experienced by our person, our 3D “player” in the game. Through the OBE there is an additional element, as through the Explorer’s shift back into physical space often the processes involved in this can be, at least in part, witnessed by those with a curiosity to know more.

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Earth Status Report: Sound, Resonance, Frequencies and Frequency Assault

In some situations I might suggest to forget altogether about fiction, some things are simply far stranger than fiction. – not in the sense that they are not understandable to our physical faculties, but in the sense that they are so outside the range of what is usual that when they do pop up in our direct physical experience, it is as bizarre as bizarre can be.

Some months back, perhaps mid-summer ( 2021 ) a sequence of highly mysterious events began to unfold. – all of these events are connected and each involves sound and resonance. Frequencies of vibration. I began to notice, for instance, some unusual, and what has since become regular air traffic over the house. Along with the usual flights which are up at an elevation that is barely audible there are now low flying craft, which due to the loud and near constant sound is intrusive. These craft include a khaki colored double propeller plane, jet fighters flying in formation and helicopters. As I am typing, all of what I am mentioning and more is overhead.

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Log : Three OBEs About Shifts

Working With and Within Free-Will

March 29, 2015

From the back of my truck. ( I lay down and shift in—

New Shift. Repeatedly. Or (an additional perception).. One long shift inside of which I am periodically landing in data fields. I am being held by two helpers, intent-fully close to the physical. Each is on one side and has me up off the ground with a hold of a wrist and an ankle. I am first bent (legs going up toward my head), then stretched, twisted, turned, and tossed into the air. *This activity is to increase flexibility and decrease fear. Heighten sensitivity to the physical system and it’s independent systems. Sex center system sensation is notably high. To focus my attention away from fear I ask— ‘how can I help people’..? ‘I like to help people’.

Data field opens out:

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