Second chakra energy transmutation : all night. Sexual depravity.
I am unsure how to begin.
An entity is in my space, in the etheric energy space, it seems to have no regard for me whatsoever and this is much as a predator and prey situation. This entity is human. It has a hold of my right foot and is dragging me 180 degrees within the exact space of my physical body. It is performing the rotations of the bodies necessary for enacting what is for me a conscious shift into an OBE ..It wants me to be as aware of what is happening as possible. In a sick way, because this entity is violating my space and violating me. It wants me to see not just what is happening but who it is. I am certainly attempting to see, but at the same time, aware from within multiple fields and the goings-on within them, my entire mental/energetic/physical construct is screaming.
As I am first coming to experience and tangibly feel the violation, the feedback is of a male being. But I see clearly here, at least to this degree, the entity is not male but female. I am seeing the outline of the body, face, head.. She is very generic in her appearance, utterly lacking of vitality and color. She is perfectly still, standing here before me, energetically and compassionately numb. I see the hair, ash blonde, not quite to the shoulders, outlining her face. It is a complete blur through the features of the face. I am coming into full alertness, screaming with every ounce of my energy the words “you are dead”, “you are so dead!”, “you don’t even know how dead you are!”. The energy is coming through me with such force the words are reaching through my physical body in physical space. Where it is the pre-morning hours ( 4am ), I am at work, the dog is barking loudly down the stairwell in what I come to think must be in response to my distress.
Full seamless conscious shift into my dad’s house.
I do know I am shifting. I feel myself incubating into it here but there is no other sensation. Sometime later :
I am standing in the kitchen in front of the microwave oven opening a package of sliced bread. The crossover in the data streams of this environment and my own in physical space is causing small little shocks through my system.
I am what I will call precisely on the verge of full conscious awareness ‘here’ and losing such. I begin : knowing I am standing in dad’s kitchen, looking around the room, feeling the sensation of the field, I am in dad’s kitchen : ( then the crossover in the streams and the little shock ) : why am I up and making breakfast? I am off today : ( then the crossover in the streams and the little shock ) : I am in dad’s house. I am out of body. Wow. I am here at dad’s. I look over toward the bread, pick up the package, smell the bread and take out two slices : ( crossover ) . .
The incoming little shock is shifting my position and I am now upstairs in my room sitting on the floor. Dad walks by down the hallway down the stairs. With the briefest of a side glance at me he asks that I watch him to make sure he doesn’t fall. He at the same time seems to be aware of my fluctuating position ( my instability here. A black dog is in the room with me. Black is my dad’s first dog. but the data stream is saying – he is here. he is mine. he is my responsibility – ( now a significant jolt ) – I have forgotten to feed him. With this I lose total position. I am back to dreaming. I am setting off to find and get food in the dog as fast as possible. dry dog food. deli chicken and beef from the fridge will be faster.
I have never experienced the wake/sleep threshold from inside an additional field this thoroughly before.
It is the question that comes to bare upon us all. Is my experience a lucid dream or an OBE? – is this a private or consensus field? Not too long ago, with hundreds of experiences under my belt : I wrote this on the matter.
For years, and even now, truth still be told I can not tell.. A ‘lucid dream’ from an ‘OBE’, a private from a consensus reality – a free-will individual from a simulated one. The consciousness system itself from a soul.
It is the best I can address the question at this time.
Some of the nuts and bolts, the internal function of how this works I am privy to, but in a very large sense I also have little idea yet. What I do know—what I am aware of—what I am observing, I will share with you.
As a way to begin,—multi-dimensional vision is not easy, be patient with yourself when first viewing the images, the formations and information.. In a very real sense this is no different than entering additional states, additional consciousness SPACE. A period of entering and acclimating and learning to use your faculties in a new way is in order.
I suggest you look—just look without trying to see. Soften your gaze and let it float throughout the frame. In the process new pattern recognition programs will turn on and the layers, the beings and transmissions will begin coming through.
The ability is not quite the actuality. Not quite an ACT —It is prior to this. Prior to a beginning. So this is what my person is asking. I must say person because there is more here than this now (to have this communication. How can potentiality evidence itself? —how IS potentially evidencing itself. How is this even possible? How is what is not even happening be apparently happening. Be made into something I can hold in my hands! (there is a great deal of awe at this).
Conscious shifts into the dimensions have been so numerous I am repeatedly amazed new ones continue to present. This week there are two new types of shifts— The first is a ‘meteor hit/fall to reality’. I am quite literally experiencing myself AS a meteor, getting caught in the gravitational pull of the planet and impacting. The second is in the ocean: A backward pull of water into itself as it begins to rise into a wave. I am riding that point of the backward pull, level with the ocean into the baseline of the wave. Extraordinary experiences and sensations.