I began logging my dreams daily back in 2019. It was just going to be for a year, a consciousness experiment, 365 days of consecutive dreams ( PDF ), just to see if I actually… More
In OBEs I know visually and tangibly it often looks and feels like I am going “out” of body, but from somewhere within I know what I am fundamentally doing is letting something new come into it. When this something new enters there is feelable, tangible, multi-layered vibration which opens me out into whole new realms of possibility -whole new realms of experience.
October 30, 2022
Note: This is another example of an experience where I am entering into and out of full cognitive capacity. I include all precognitive experiences in my log, and have drafted this one in a format which includes many of the areas and transitions between areas where I am vacating full cognitive capacity due to them including pertinent data. I will note here also, that I have accessed this data previously, multiple times before. I have clues, but not enough solid data to tell me where it is in time the data is coming from. With this said, here we go.—Continue reading “OBE Log: Real ( Precognitive ) Data”
Note: I am logging this experience even though, unlike in the majority of my logs I am fluctuating between an alert dream state and OBE. There seems information in here that is relevant to what I am presently working on in physical space, so I will log it for the record.
October 18, 2022
As I am coming into a conscious state,
I am standing at the top of a ( mountainous ) structure.
It has architecture and has been designed/developed, there are pathways and overlooks. I am standing at the edge of one of these and looking down to the next level. Rather than take my luggage with me down the steps I decide to throw it over edge and retrieve it once I am down there. As chance would have it, though, it falls through one of the narrow crevices that lead even further down into the more natural untouched mountain, which leads to much deeper areas. I am not bothered by this. I will go on my journey and retrieve the luggage ( which is the smaller of the two pieces of blue luggage I have IRL ) at the end when it is time to come back.
All I recall of the journey down is standing in the darkened basement area? of a house. There is a man here and I am talking to him about work needing to be done, and that I am planning to remove various portions of the floor for this reason. He relays to me exactly what would be entailed and I tell him this will take two people for sure. I am not seeing how I could possibly do it on my own. He comes over with what looks like something as simple as a shovel and he makes the cuts himself. One of them has opened a perfectly square area in the floor. There is water down under there and as I begin to look into it, a baby dolphin comes up out of there into the room. It is like nothing I have ever seen. It is white with beautiful shiny, watercolor swirls of purple and blue around the body – and it has an extremely long nose.
The little creature heads right for me, wanting to play and interact. We are on the floor and it is on my stomach where I am getting a good glimpse into its characteristics, notably the extremely long nose relative to the rest of its body. The nose is near half its total length *which is approximately the length of my torso. I am worried for it, though, in this environment, out of the water. The longer it stays the more I can’t stop thinking about how worried its mother has to be. I keep trying to convince it to go back into the water but it won’t. It has no worry at all and is very drawn to me. I devise an idea to coax the little one with treats. The man begins putting some ingredients together that press together something like cookie dough. I tell him he made this just like I would have myself, taking a small bit of it and encouraging the baby dolphin toward the opening in the floor. When I get here, I look at the opening, into the water, and notice that it looks more like the bottom of a pool down there than an ocean or river. This has a shocking affect on my system, creating a moment of such cognitive dissonance that I cannot hold the input—and shift.
Now I am back where I began, only at the bottom rather than the top, nearing the conclusion of my excursion. I am looking to reconnect with my luggage and go the rest of the way home. At the moment I am with a group of people, sitting on the rocks just offshore of the ocean. There is one man in particular who I am speaking with but the content of our discussion gets cut off when I all of a sudden realize how close we are to the water. I excitedly pop up, walk a few feet forward and peek around the rocks. There is the ocean!, it is like I have never seen it before, at least this ocean. Or maybe I just have not seen it for so long. In any event, it is stunning, quite literally breathtaking and I am standing here in a state of pure energetic awe. The feeling, again, causes me to shift. Now I am indoors, in a very clean and elegant almost ‘gift shop’ type of place. It is very large and extends out beyond the glass walled area in which I am standing. It is quite futuristic, although the people, those who work here, all female, are all mostly dressed in a 1950s type of fashion.
I hear certain of them discussing my blue luggage.
Often these things happen, people find the object and turn it in. I think to myself, “oh good, there are people already on it.” I am telling the ladies that the luggage is mine and asking if they know if it has been turned in. It takes me a few minutes to realize, but they can’t see or hear me. They are moving in quick fashion to do what they need to recover my item and I am following their energy signature to see what I can find out. There is a glass countertop display in the large open area just in front of me. A female is behind the counter and many “travelers” – all also female ( how odd ) and dressed in more contemporary clothing – are standing to the front of it. There are cell phones placed on the countertop and I see the woman behind the counter take a cell phone that is in her hand and place it atop one of the others. I have no idea what is happening here and I do not have time to find out because this action with the phones is causing yet another shift.
Where I have landed is stunning to say the least—I am standing in the middle of an outdoors set of walkways where people, ( all female again ), are walking along in every direction, traveling on various excursions to where they are going. I look off into a distance, past the walkways, to see what looks like what might be Egypt and the Nile thousands of years ago. The Nile is so full it looks more like an ocean. Against the desert sand and the palm trees it takes my breath away. I understand now the people traveling through here are time travelers. I am in a shift, I am fluctuating between here and everywhere else I have just mentioned and more. I am still in search of my luggage and getting closer. In one of the areas, near the set of walkways I am talking with a group of women about this. They are going to go on without me. I tell them I do not have my cell phone so if they don’t see me in 30s minutes to come looking. Instead they decide to send a young girl with me, who they can contact me through, and who will help me locate my luggage.
I am beginning to recognize the area we have made our way to.. We are nearing the original ( mountainous ) structure again, everything is again looking and feeling familiar to me. This feeling is now what has the bulk of my attention. So hard to describe but I love it so much. It is so exhilarating, so exciting. Like I am close to something that I know but have forgotten. I am right on the edge of it and following the feeling by pure, raw instinct. Letting it lead me to where I know I want to go. I am looking up the side of the mountain when my field of vision begins to wholly shift. It is now an immense night sky, almost something more than night sky, it is infused in the feeling of deep space. The mountain is still here, secondarily, but it is carved into the structure of an immense male figure. I can’t believe what I am seeing. In the one field I am still with the young girl and I keep saying – asking – “is this real?” My gaze is perfectly fixed. I cannot look away. “Is this real??” What is this? It is massive. Another shift is now occurring—
My heart is feeling something I cannot describe, something that is telling me to stop and stop now. Eyes wide, wanting to know and not know what this is, I shift from here back into physical space. A mark, however, has been made. Something has gotten through to me, penetrated my psyche. I don’t think there is any real turning back from this.
This is the story no-one wants to hear.
I have to tell it to you, though, as it is possibly the truest story ever told, perhaps even of our contemporary species as a whole. How far back in time would humans have to go, I wonder, to discover when this first happened? I can only wonder for now — and in the meantime, tell you how it is I came to know, what I do now, for myself. I can tell you what I did, show you what I have cleared from my system and what I am still freeing myself from here today.
For me everything goes back to 2009Continue reading “Parasitic Control: Have We Been Infiltrated?”
I am just going to tell the story.
It is really all I can do,—make the logs.
This reading is somewhat more complex than usual, in part due to the wealth of information I had available at my disposal. I was able to put various data sets together and make sense of what was coming to me, not just through the crystal but in addition through the OBE. This, as you know is how I get my information ( in contrast to getting it through channeling ) and is why, when sending in a request to me, your openness, candor, and alignment with all that comes through being put out in the public domain is so important. It is what potentially opens the flood gates. Having substantially more curiosity than fear is of equal if not greater importance.Continue reading “Conscious Contact: A Rendering Request Gets Real”
August 22, 2022
The energy is coming increasingly more again at night.
Tonight it is coming in strong before even 9pm. Before my feet have the chance to get unreasonably antsy I get up to get the salt pack. I place it on my sacrum and immediately the flows within the body are set to right. I notice my body is feeling really comfortable now, it is a more comfortable than usual kind of feeling. I read until about 10:30pm, pushing through the drowsy feeling and my eyesight beginning to blur due to the brainwave changes that are trying to pull me in >> until they finally do. I am comfortable in the supine position immediately from the onset of night *as well as all night long. This should have informed me an experience was at hand.Continue reading “OBE Log: Confederation Protected Contact”
Everyone who is about to read this knows well enough what I am about to say. It just seems the opportunity to say this is coming around a lot right now, and, well, it could only do us more good to hear it ( again ). To keep hearing it – until we either finally do get on with it, or simply let it be the validation and enhancement to what we are indeed already getting on with. We simply have to get moving. We have to move more. Even if we think we move plenty right now, we have to move more. Movement has never been so important. Times have changed. We live in a mostly indoor, sedentary, computer driven age. So we have to somehow creatively push through this.
I don’t often talk about myself in the everyday sense of what it is like to be a person living in Earth space in present time, generally I find it neither necessary nor interesting but I am going to do a bit of this now. For more than a decade I have been working with a chronic myalgia in my shoulders, neck and back of the head. I know a lot of us are working with various body ailments, aches and pains these days. Not just fibromyalgia, – autoimmune and neurodegenerative diseases are rampant. As a naturopathic minded person, my essential “medicines” for staying fit, or at least as well and fit as possible are the basic essential elements :
Sunshine, water, movement, the breath and love.
When it comes to movement,
Dance seems to come into a category all its own, doesn’t it? There really is nothing else that spans the expanse of the full spectrum of being, quite like dance. And that it generally is inclusive of the use of music makes it all the more far reaching. All the more powerful and uplifting. The frequencies up here, I feel truly are capable of healing all ails. I was born in the 60s which makes this body near to 60 years old now. I carry myself heavy and am no Goldie Hawn on my feet but I do glean the magical and mysterious ways of dance and I know it can help me overcome my pain.
Now there is a reason why right now I am sitting here, typing, bringing DANCE into the limelight and front of our attention. It is a curious experience that occurred back in 2017, when David Bowie, shortly after his passing began intersecting with me in out of body states.
David Bowie. Sandy. G. -others who are newly passed, infirm, injured, disabled, needing care. I am magnetically being called in to Bowie by a strong force. (highly pleasant). I note he is wearing white pants, no other clothing. My people are always dressed in stark white like this, like Meshahare and the others when they come. He has a male person who is working with him, working with his body, seeing to his bodily state of being. I am drawing in to this position, attracting to it, when he introduces us—me to him, and we shake hands. Combine. (I have lost the name. too much data in the event and which I am about to find is prophetic). Bowie is bringing my own bodily state of being to my attention. There is the suggestion to move more. In particular, to dance. This is enacted in an additional frequency within the event.
Somehow, somewhere within my soul template I connect with the one who we knew here on the planet as David Bowie. He, for some reason made the connection with me and the connection remains both present and intact. He is the one who tells me I need to move, not just move but DANCE. I am hearing and feeling the need to pick up on, align and be moved onto my feet more by these transmissions. To get up and dance. While dancing tune to the guidance which suggests that as a more regular, if not daily practice we can, if the focus is correct begin to ameliorate what is causing my shoulder-neck-and-head pain. It is at such a level that I am motivated to have a whirl. The work will be in growing this motivation into the constructing of, and discipline to daily practice. This is me beginning the construction ( even ) as we speak.
I want to invite everyone along into this as well. Into just getting up and dancing. It may not be an every day thing, but I think you will notice if motivated to do this even just once, even for just a minute or two you will find you are glad that you did. Life is pretty serious out there right now. Let’s help balance this by creating little light and uplifting moments that help put perspective back in order. Anytime you feel contrary to the way you feel when you dance, it is time to wiggle those toes, shuffle those feet, shake those hips and shimmy those shoulders. Be honest, you smiled reading that last line, right? – ride the wave of those little joy bubbles, put on some music,
As part of my practice, I will try making more of these videos.
Please do help keep me accountable and on track.
Song: Lost on You, by LP
We all know what is going on out there in the world. I don’t need to tell anyone or bring anyone up to speed. It has never been more important to see to our health–our mental, energetic and bodily well being. To keep boots on the ground, we simply must begin to place more emphasis on this than we have been. Even if we think we take fairly good care of ourselves, now is the time to place even more attention on the nitty gritty and get even more detailed in our self care.
It is a choice to do this, and it is a choice to not. We are each, one and all sovereign to choose but do always keep in mind that our lives are nothing but a series of our very own choices. Know this and please choose well. We generally know our own strengths and weaknesses. Diving in where we know we tend to be weak is a really smart idea right now. Strengthening ourselves in these areas will go a long way toward keeping us upright and feeling our best.Continue reading “Living Systems & False Matrices: Body Health, Our Microbiome and Ability to Shift Frequencies”
Hi, everyone!.. Just sending out the message that our calendar for 2023 is complete and ready for order if anyone feels they would like one this year ( just click into this article to find the link ). We started putting these out two years ago and so far they are not the biggest hit. People don’t seem to use calendars anymore. But if you look at it more as a contact experience, wherein every month of the year you get a daily dose of one of the beings, the value may stand out to you more. I hope you enjoy this year’s picks! If you click into the link you can see the whole calendar. So much love! We may design a ( kind of tarot ) card deck at some point soon. Let me know what you think.
I have begun making some of our work into usable items.. calendars, cards, etc.. We could make journals, shirts, coffee mugs, tea cups, the sky is the limit. If there is anything you might want any of the crystal work – any of the beings – displayed on you can let me know and we can research how we might do that. We are doing this to help create an energy flow to keep the work alive-and-happening. We would also like to see the work go out into the world in a more generous way to begin preparing the world and our individual biological systems for conscious contact with extraterrestrial intelligence.
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These are my thoughts relative time travel paradox.
Just as I have said relative to defining the future, “time” is equally challenging to put your finger on, isn’t it? Many people think of time relative to a particular fixed “distance between” >> one moment and another moment, for instance. In a similar fashion I think of time in terms of frequency bandwidths. When from 3D I look at 2D ( the remainder of the animal kingdom and plant kingdom ) and 1D ( the mineral/elemental realm ) I see the past — all the way back through to the Origin of all life. When from 3D I look out toward 4-5-6D and beyond I see the future — all the way through to the very Origin of all life. There really only ever is the one destination.
Because the whole Cosmic structure is concentric, ie: it sub/cell-divides within itself, there is nothing separating any one point within it from any another, save FREQUENCY. [ frequency is everything ]. A very practical example of this is that if you excite your cells to the equivalent of being angry, you will find that in so doing you separate yourself from that which is the equivalent of peaceful. In a similar way, frequency can cause some of what is in Creation to fall to the outside of our direct experience. While the 3D frequency bandwidth is inclusive of 2-1D *they appear directly in what we call “our reality”, it is at the same time exclusive of the higher Ds.Continue reading “Time Travel: Solving Paradox”
Some things are just so incredibly exciting. ( this is one of those things )
I almost can’t believe how long ago I put out this call, it was way back in January/2016. That’s six years ago! I had been meditating, and this is during the time/years I was out on the land. The idea just came to me to do it. I will post the exact call I put out at that time:
I am searching for someone.—
I would like to engage in a collaborative project with a person who has regression therapy skills. Who may also wish to write, lecture and/or teach ( although not necessarily ). Much like Dolores Cannon, who was comfortable taking people into deep states of consciousness ( the somnambulistic state ) and wished to, in her own way document the contents of her sessions.
When Dolores shed her earthly body she came with more emphasis into my sphere than she had prior to her passing. I felt her keenly present in those first few weeks (although I did not know the reason for it) and at this time, in very short order devoured the majority of her books. No easy feat. There were 13 of them rushing at me. The content in all, as an avid explorer of the realms ( OBEr ) so excitingly familiar.
Dolores, creator of QHHT, is the only person I have grown to be aware of who did regressions more fundamentally in exchange for their content, rather than necessarily for a fee. I know most people work by way of the latter but at this time I am looking for someone I may co-create with. Who I may exchange with — sessions for experiences. data and information. Who may find it preferable to work at this time with someone practiced in additional states of consciousness.
I began vlogging and journaling my experiences online the moment they began. I could not keep them in. It was a part of my Service to show what a real time *process of awakening looks like. I think it went rather well. Regardless of the content of the experiences relayed, and the many sites on which they are published negativity has rarely been drawn. Which is a surprise, considering the extent of the supra-natual content.
I found I could be in many areas of consciousness at the same time. Multiple dimensions, discrete environments, simultaneously. It took awhile to cognize but the time was granted. My experiences continued every night and day for three years until I could word what was happening and speak it to people. I am told ( to me quite humorously ) I am a communications specialist. A Speaker. or Channel, as contemporaries say.
To this, on my end of the collaboration I wish to advance the skill. I feel very deeply to begin working with others. I do not know if I can regress easily into the states where high quality information can be reached, I have never been regressed, but it is my hope that through this process I may begin to more rapidly acclimate to consciously accessing them for the purpose of bringing necessary information through to the planet.
If this sounds like project you would be interested in (or if you know of someone, preferably in the San Diego area [ but not necessarily ] ) please contact me. I am looking for you. It is not necessary that you be a licensed practitioner, you may more simply have a heightened interest and curiosity that brings through to you certain gifts: for regressing, being aware of and/or directly experiencing the various states yourself, a sharp mind, keen intuition and questioning skills.
All of this may even still be developing. It is not necessary that it already be
developed. We can grow together.
Well this call was answered, to my incredible delight April 3, 2022; just a couple months ago. As fate would have it, within the timeframe of the year we were unconditionally given to focus in on this work >> what I put into the ever-growing basket of what I simply call “the consciousness work”. For easy reference, all of what you see here on this website.
The call was answered by…… [ drum roll, please ] …..a beautiful and talented woman by the name of Crystl, Crystl F. McCall who you will hear leading the sessions which are about to follow. Crystl is new to regression work, as am I, she is just beginning to get her feet wet having completed the Dolores Cannon’s level 1 QHHT program. It was agreed upon by the both of us in the beginning that we would share our material, ( these sessions ), notably any and all of it which was particularly interesting relative to the consciousness-and-crystal-contact work.
Specifically, we all want to know more about the beings.Continue reading “Regression Therapist for Consciousness Study : Found!”