I start waking while it is still fairly early, which is surprising as I did not fall off to sleep until quite late, well after the 1am hour. I am going to have to dive for the dream data, I have only a cover song playing in my mind at this time. The room is cool and outside the sky is overcast, perfect for dream recollection. I roll onto my stomach, turning my head toward the right and place my Healer, George, at my forehead. Moments later a light show is going off in my head. In the back of my brain. I feel this ( not see it ); energy tingles. The sensation is so prominent it gets my attention, in physical space as well as inside the field. The two fields are seamlessly overlapped.
The last I remember before falling in : it is sometime after 7am, I am laying on my right side, the pillow is under my head and I have my healer at my forehead ( I am actively going in after my dreams from the night ). When I come back : I am positioned on my back, I am in sleep paralysis, in a state of cognitive dissonance – disbelief – inwardly asking what it is I am seeing. The auditory knowing comes with immediacy. It is the beginning of a thermonuclear war. I have no idea where I am in time, or even where I am on the planet, although the people, their manner, state of dress and such suggest it is somewhere near current time. I will start from the beginning:
I am on the land, a natural environment in the woods, it looks to be Fall.
This experience as it is first beginning is while on air, The Enlightment Evolution Hour ( podcast ) with Rob Gauthier. I will embed the video below this log. Rob is someone I have known for some time now, he came on to youtube in roughly 2011, but I think it is 2016-17 when I intersect with him. Rob is one of the Speakers, a “Channeler” as we refer to them now. At that time he is channeling a friendly, thoroughly delightful Reptilian energy who is presenting to us by the name TReb-or-yit-NE. I am enthralled, as Rob is a deep trance channeler, and the information he and TReb are bringing through contains REAL data relative to people’s galactic heritage.
I begin listening to his previous uploads steadily, generally every night before going to bed. It is at approximately this time ( 2017 ) that the phenomena with the crystal is beginning and one night, while listening in on a few of the channeled sessions Rob himself begins coming through. On this particular occasion, he comes through in a candle lit room, donning near the identical form he does now, in a pre-renaissance time frame. It is night, he is in what we would now call a “cafe” and I capture him in mid-oration. He is an orator of some kind, possibly a poet, possibly a philosopher—and I think to myself, “Wow, he is a Speaker in this lifetime also.”
It is beginning to happen more and more frequently.
A certain momentum is building due to the opportunity to focus in on this work this whole past year. More is coming through to me, making it through to my conscious daily state of awareness more steadily; a loooong stream of puzzle pieces are coming together. I am not someone who often calls for, or needs validation for my experiences, – and in all honesty, even through the craziest of them this past decade, it has never once occurred to me to query whether I may be ill ( as many often do ), or more interestingly still, whether my mental faculties be in check.
I can’t even imagine how much might have to happen before thought such as this would occur. Fortunately for me, well prior – now and again – I receive the validations all the same. In this instance it is the extraordinary event of an OBE confirming transmissions through the crystal are in fact coming from actual beings — extraterrestrial, incarnate, embodied beings. I often mention this happens but I am not sure I have ever made a log on it. So:
February 23, 2021
It is just past 7am
I am at work and have another 30-40 minutes to reenter the fields before having to get up. I consider it for a moment. The energy is definitely here. I go in—
This shift begins while I am in a vehicle.. it is night, I am in the city, a childhood friend, Lana, is in the car with me and doing the driving. An acceleration is in play, a shift in the brainwave cycles, visually the city scene and lights are beginning to warp by. It seems we could crash at any moment. But, realizing what is happening, from somewhere behind this scene I move through this brief fear and stay conscious enough to detect a strangeness in the vehicle, a connection through my back body, an apology from Lana – as I shift through and land in another area.
I am sitting toward the back of a room on a walnut colored wooden pew. There are many rows of pews ahead of me and people fill them all. My eye is groggily opening, coming into focus on the being at the front of the room speaking to everyone but I am in a space behind this space in which this room is. An additional frequency is coming through to me.
Note: The vast majority of my contact experiences are through the out of body state. The type of experience I am about to relay is very common to my et contacts. – being “on the table” in general is very common. I do not bring back with me everything that occurs specifically while on board craft but what I do bring back, regularly involves the awareness of surgical devices used to hold my nares flared wide open, and sometimes, as in this experience the extraction of one thing or another. Often I myself am attempting to pull the device itself from out of my nose. Sometimes it is what seems a rubbery substance that just never seems to end. I can pull and pull and never manage to get what this is out in whole. In the following experience it something altogether new.
Experiences of this type can bring trauma to the experiencer,
Going to bed tonight I fully know I am going to have a contact – that I am going to be brought up on board. I can tell by the level of extreme comfort laying here on my back. I go immediately to it. Internally I am already “assuming the position”. I know what it means and I tell myself to roll over onto my side. It is not long, though, before my body, all but by itself returns to the original position. I am feeling drowsy and I am falling off but I can feel the tractor beam lock on.
Template reality : drill : repeater : I am placed in a time constraint. I have to make a run for a boat before it takes off. It is a down to the wire kind of thing. The orchestration must be perfect, there is given only enough time to complete the task. I have to grab what I will bring with me in my arms and make the dash. What I am neatly stacking over my right arm are plain wool blankets and clothing. SANDY. the idea of MILITARY.
WBTB, ( Wake-back-to-bed )
It is 6:30am, I wake to use the bathroom. I have the feeling to do a more proper wake-back-to-bed so I brush my teeth, drink some water, tinker around for about 10 more minutes then go back in. I am positioning myself on my stomach ( not usual for a conscious shift but lately I have been doing this ) and rest Aton, my celestite crystal in the crook of my arm. As I am placing my healer to rest at the forehead I am already shifting into-and-through etheric space.
In some situations I might suggest to forget altogether about fiction, some things are simply far stranger than fiction. – not in the sense that they are not understandable to our physical faculties, but in the sense that they are so outside the range of what is usual that when they do pop up in our direct physical experience, it is as bizarre as bizarre can be.
Some months back, perhaps mid-summer ( 2021 ) a sequence of highly mysterious events began to unfold. – all of these events are connected and each involves sound and resonance. Frequencies of vibration. I began to notice, for instance, some unusual, and what has since become regular air traffic over the house. Along with the usual flights which are up at an elevation that is barely audible there are now low flying craft, which due to the loud and near constant sound is intrusive. These craft include a khaki colored double propeller plane, jet fighters flying in formation and helicopters. As I am typing, all of what I am mentioning and more is overhead.
Looking back into the ancient scriptures we can see there tend to be three fundamental schools of thought. The first we are quite familiar with, dualism, which at its premise sees physicality as the source reality. There is no liberation in dualism ( Dvaita ) which boldly states “physical reality is all there is”. Next we have the view of qualified non-dualism, which consents to a reality beyond physical reality, and therefore to liberation but only at the moment of death. Which brings us to Sankaracharya and absolute non-dualism, which sees the One and the all as identical and says, therefore, liberation is achievable at any moment – within the lifetime.
Well prior to reaching the point in this lifetime of shifting into what we colloquially call the out of body experience, I had intersected with the schools of thought and aligned through and through with Sankaracharya and absolute non-dualism. <— this was the priori. I chose my position. What came to me, I feel is a result of this. I chose, then heaven and earth aligned within me to bring me to the experience of what I chose. All of this is important to cognize, to not only see, for myself, but to say to anyone who may be reading… listening and taking any of this in.
Step one is to choose.
Every step here forward is only ever into what it is you have chosen – how it is you have come to align yourself. This goes for each and every one of us. Regardless of the choice made, – each and every one of which, it is equally as important to say, is in every way valid.
Whether you are chosing liberation to come at the moment of what we call ‘death’, or liberation within the lifetime, you are likely able to reach in and feel how critical it is to prepare for such a moment. – for a successful launch out into the gradient of your aim. .