Who I Am: Returning to Awareness

The first realizing.
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I am two, maybe three years old.

I am upstairs with my Dad in his room. My sister is here, she is coming in growling at me again. I am not sure why but she does this. I don’t know why she is doing it. Dad is coming out from the bathroom, half preoccupied with what he is doing, half checking in on us. I am looking up at him. Telling him something. He is responding but it is not anything to do with what I am saying.

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Life in Potentiality: Inside the Potentialty Field

Potentiality— The ability to come into existence.

The ability is not quite the actuality. Not quite an ACT —It is prior to this. Prior to a beginning. So this is what my person is asking. I must say person because there is more here than this now ( to have this communication ). How can potentiality evidence itself? —how IS potentially evidencing itself. How is this even possible? How is what is not even happening be apparently happening. Be made into something I can hold in my hands! ( there is a great deal of awe at this ).

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Data Exchange: Accessing the Blueprint Field

[Series of ET Contacts: February/2015]

Conscious shifts into the dimensions have been so numerous I am repeatedly amazed new ones continue to present. This week there are two new types of shifts— The first is a ‘meteor hit/fall to reality’. I am quite literally experiencing myself AS a meteor, getting caught in the gravitational pull of the planet and impacting. The second is in the ocean: A backward pull of water into itself as it begins to rise into a wave. I am riding that point of the backward pull, level with the ocean into the baseline of the wave. Extraordinary experiences and sensations.

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Synchronous States: Holding Multiple Realities Simultaneously

Looking in on it from where I am now in time, the process of entering into this makes more sense. The picture is more complete. Years prior to a more total shift in consciousness I began bringing through the idea.. Speaking of it (somewhat ephemerally), penciling (somewhat remedially) images and graphs, teaching it in class while not even truly knowing -or knowing why.

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Activated to Awaken: A Kundalini Top-Down Awakening

Four years ago, in the summer of 2009 I was roused from my sleep near the 2am hour by a clear, distinct, male voice. By the time I am fully aware of what is happening the voice very simply, authoritatively booms “DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN WITHOUT THE PHYSICAL BODY SYSTEM.” To whom the voice is booming I do not know, although a good many are in this moment discernibly present. These words echo through me still, as though an instant has not passed since.

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Shifting Phenomena: The Many Different Types of Shifts

Preamble—-

In OBEs I know visually and tangibly it often looks and feels like I am going “out” of body, but from somewhere within I know what I am fundamentally doing is letting something new come into it. When this something new enters there is feelable, tangible, multi-layered vibration which opens me out into whole new realms of possibility -whole new realms of experience.

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Point Consciousness: Merged in the Field of Others

If there is one phenomena more common to my out of body experiences than any other it is that of rarely presenting in my current form. Generally I am either point consciousness unassociated with any particular form, or point consciousness merged within the field(s) of other people, other beings, some of which may be other lifetimes and some of which may or may not be.

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