Coming off the intensity of survival based dreams last month I am feeling off, not well in my energy. I am getting migraines, related nausea and feel general malaise. We are having an explosion in the mosquito population here in California and due to the weather still being quite warm, even now in December still shorts and t-shirt weather – I am getting repeatedly, extensively bit all throughout the month. The bites take a long time to heal and appear almost as dark scars all up and down my legs and feet. I wonder if at least some of what I am feeling is not from this.
The month concludes when the day after Christmas I am bowled over by two ( of our family ) dogs. I got injured, my right knee, what was my good knee took the hit. I am on crutches for the duration, unable to bare weight at all on one leg. I’ve had to pause looking for work.
In the dream realm it is an eclectic month. There are a few symbols rising up that seem important. The first is backyards. The next, pain. The number four ( 4 ), either as a configuration, or geometry, or type of math is beginning to present and show itself to me more regularly. But front and center stage, appearing boldly all throughout the month is >>
It is a challenging month that begins horrifically, the theme of torture and killing takes center stage then from here it goes unceasingly into survival and survival preparedness; scenario after scenario, night after night. There is a cluster of days mid-month when no logs have been made due to the dreams consisting of scenarios on the same theme. I reached a point of flabbergast at the steady repetitiveness and began to feel un-obliged to keep reporting essentially the same thing. However, after a few nights had passed and the theme was still flowing as steadily as when it began, I started to feel it more important. I am certain, beyond any shadow of a doubt this has never happened before. Neither in the event of a single subject matter being SO persistent, nor dreams themselves being so heavily centered on Earth-life and physical matters.
The word, or focus coming through this month is clear >>
Every year, I have to say, the calendar comes out better and better. The calendar frames utilize our most recent techniques — centering each being in their respective frame and facing them front so that we can meet their gaze eye to eye. It is for this reason, the contact, that we began employing these measures but it also displays each being themself in a fuller light. Often unique imagery and symbology comes through that we might not ever see, or come to realize with our more conscious state of attention. So we are hopeful you enjoy and benefit from the artistic license.
We are getting the 2024 calendar out just a little late this year, I know -people always tell me they get their calendars late Summer for the coming year — but it is only November right now so there is still plenty of time to order and receive your calendar before January hits. You have to love the date ( 11:11 ) we finally did go LIVE. And, also …you never know, these could be collectors items one day down the road. ( stranger things have happened, lol ).
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I was away from home most the month of October. Surprisingly, to me, in a good way, my dreaming remained for the most part intact. My sleep pattern over the course of the previous months had by this month led into a near full reversal. At roughly 9pm each evening my whole system would wake as though it were morning and I would not be able to fall off to sleep until near sunrise. Due to this my days were begun later, and later, and later until I was not feeling fully rested until 1-3pm in the afternoon. I was living as though nocturnal. A key, related element may be that during the month I had an incredible integration experience with the Lupine Nation. Lupines ( wolves ) being nocturnal, I would be remiss to not mention this. Also this month is the solar eclipse, the moon coming between the Earth and sun; October 14, 2023.
A repeating theme this month is the reliving of lifetimes. So many, beginning to end, the data so extensive I could not bring the detail, instead simply noting the pattern of it repeatedly happening. Another highlight of the month is being intercepted by an all female ET group.
The largest theme of the month hands down, repeating night after night in every way imaginable, relentlessly, unceasingly is:
The month of September is marked by a new natural healing journey I find myself embarking upon which is multifaceted. Due to the pain, healing involved, <— and depth of sleep required for this dreams are more challenging to hold to early month – but as I set my feet out upon the path and learning begins to take hold in my daily applications, the pain lessens as previous obstacles are removed and I reach an even deeper, more profound, all encompassing state and ease when synching inwardly within myself with the data that is being sent to me in return.
Instances of being observed, having a security detail or secret agent placed on me are continuing and even quite clearly escalating. In multiple experiences this month I am not let to access the vertical axis ( ie: ascend / go vertically straight upward ). Compounding all this are “kiddy ride” OBEs, long endless walking and an inability to get where I am going. It reaches a point during the month wherein I lose it and ultimately break down in tears.
Back in 2012, at the height of my out of body experience I was struggling to understand a particular kind of experience I would have which I came to refer to as “EBEs”, Etheric Body Examinations. The event of these experiences were regular enough to be noteworthy, to say the absolute very least, but to say more — my consciousness would come in on a medical feeling environment “on the table”, upon which I was being physically, bodily, tangibly examined. This was not your regular kind of examination, for instance I would often feel a device way up into the nostrils, each flared wide as far as was integrally possible. The back of the head was often an area of interest to my examiners, as was the pelvic floor. I investigated this all for many years on my own.
The OBE was my method of investigation, being the only option for reaching into the experience itself to see what it was. However, I could never, or rarely get any further into the experience than I was first able. Which felt a bit like being inside the Void, inside a room, inside a bubble.., like I was being insulated in this way against the stark fullness of what was happening. All senses, save my full vision remained intact during these events. I could smell, taste, hear and feel —everything. A line of communication was also in place between myself and at least some portion of the beings in the room. At any time the experience became too much, my attention would be moved somewhere more comfortable. This went a long way toward helping me feel safe.
Over the years, my curiosity and need to know more would be triggered by another experience. I was growing braver relative to feeling my readiness TO know more and I ventured over to Tom Campbell’s forum board ( MBT ) where I decided I would broach the subject with a group of level headed, and perhaps frequent flyers. I realized my chances were pretty close to nil in finding someone with OBE and Kundalini experience but to my surprise discovered Tom himself did when he entered the discussion and roughed this out with me.
Through our dialogue, Tom revealed some things about himself never before revealed—or…..if not never before, not often before, it was certainly not common knowledge. Tom tends to stick to fundamental principles, not often venturing into his discrete experience. He validated the Kundalini phenomena and shared his unique experience with it. As well as experience with extraterrestrials and his choice to cut them off from him.
The sensation is extraordinary, I will never be able to relay it adequately in its full depth and glory, the mind is simply stunned, the heart exuberant in a radiant, yet silent awe — in the experience of entering a secondary and alternate reality >> a timeline every bit as real as our own, but NOT our timeline. In fact not even, at times, our own world.
It has been happening more increasingly as of late. I am either out in the future, traveling between future and past, or somewhere concurrent with our own timeline, with a people who are somehow connected and to some extent aware of us. It is challenging to grasp all the details in a single event, but often in this latter event the people are organized and ready to move ( on us ) should something that seems impending happen. I feel we are sometimes rescued by some of these beings – these people – they are ready to engage with those of us who are ready.
In the following experience I am fully alert in the shift both into and out of the event. The shift itself is what I continue to be most profoundly aware of in my experiences. Rightly so — this is what allows me to embed and retain the experiences in the kind of fashion that can interestingly compete with my more local life when it comes to its level of reality. I recall these events in a way highly unique to those in which I am less fortunate when it comes to catching the actual shift. They are more actual within me – within the experience of me going about the activities of my day to day existence. The sensation is what never leaves me. It only builds, permeating me ever more pervasively as the phenomena continues.
Every now and again it happens, — we get data in an experience that lines up with our consensus space. In this experience I am connecting with a flow of information that is revealing a particular day of the year a certain contact is made in a precise geographical location on our planet. The date the ( OBE ) is taking place and the date of the annual contact fully align. As I am being told the date, within the experience I do not even realize it is today’s date: August 22, 2023. I know the month is August, and I am trying to work out in my head in midst of the stream where it is we are in the month, but I never do land on anything. Save a feeling I am being told somewhat ahead of the event. Which I discover is incorrect when I wake.
There is quite a lot of data I did not write into my actual log, much of it is information I am still integrating but I can say this >> the male in the experience is a Mongol descendent who lives concurrently with me on the planet. Though I cannot say if it is the current time ( there is more than a single time period ) I do feel that it is. He is dressed in contemporary clothing and this along with the way the hair is cut tells me he lives in an urban area. He is not a desert nomad. The other being is extraterrestrial. The feeling and symbols associated with the event suggest the possibility of it being Enki/Ea. I cannot say for certain. There are other possibilities as well.
When doing a bit of leg work on the Gobi Desert, and a possible extraterrestrial association I came across some interesting information. I am posting it here because it matches with the two shapes of the craft I witness in my experience. One large and circular/disk shaped, the other smaller and rectangular. I am somewhat past thinking these sorts of things to be mere coincidence. So for the record I will share two links. You can also do a simple search yourself to see what comes up. I might recommend the search words “strange grid pattern in the gobi desert”:
As of this month I am no longer working a second job ( for the time being ), dreams and OBEs are abundant, inner connection is off the scales and messages are being passed to me daily. Water is a theme presenting frequently this month, in the inner as well as outer fields. As is the word HOPE and the concept of “radio silence”. In dreams there is the regular detection of being observed. It would seem I have reached a whole new level of the game.
I have always known there would be several legs to the awakening—to mine as well as the event in general. The first leg of my own involved retaining a certain purity of mind, keeping me in a sense isolated from the world; from media, news, advertisements, interaction beyond a certain point. This was easy for me, my Inner world being present to a degree beyond what is normal.
The second leg, which overlaps and includes the first brought spirituality into the equation, not that I recognized it specifically as this in the beginning. I began practice and study, in the process discovering and aligning with Sankaracarya, with what in the East is called Kevala Advaita Vedanta, absolute non-dualism, the idea of liberation within the lifetime. I began remembering. During this phase, an expanded inner range of vision began reaching out into the ( visual ) field – physical space – where I began seeing many layers of the light, not just the light of 3D physical space. I began to be able to see down into the quantum, into subatomic views of reality.
The third leg of my journey occurred in 2009, when the Kundalini ignited and I began the process of consciously shifting from the Earth life into additional areas of what we like to call space — other worlds, other realities; this is colloquially known on our planet as “going out of body”. I was 44 years old. During this phase my attention was most fixed to the conscious shift, the inner components and activity within the action of the shift itself. In this I detected I was with a great deal of assistance. The assistance that most garnered my attention was that of the galactics, “extraterrestrials” as we commonly and quite broadly refer to them. This spectrum was not only the most fun it was where the great bulk of my fear was situated. So of course I could not help but aim straight at it. The growth space detected being simply irresistible.
The fourth leg is what is coming on me now, having first taken more than a few years off to determine whether I wanted to proceed further along this path. I say this humorously realizing it is not something I could stop myself from pursuing if I tried. The lure being as enormous and all encompassing as it is. But it did take me some time to get here. To sufficiently process everything that came previously—and see the way forward. — the way forward being a full and irreversible merging with the field, an inner awareness, though not yet experientially complete, of self and the field being one. When this happens, in whatever way it comes to be enacted one may then read the field in a way I can liken to the reading of one’s own mind.
There is much I will come to say of this, but for now I will simply state that it does take some getting used to. I am still learning and acclimating.