The biggest of them, relative to the Spiritual work is that dreams are taking a back seat to channeling practice. This will be the last month I log my dreams daily, for the duration, while I aim my attention in a new direction. There just isn’t time enough for everything, now that I am needing to bring in extra, outside work for a time. So, dream recall is being let go for a much earlier wake time, job searching ( and once I find the job, the job itself ) and channeling practice. If the skill can be developed and brought up to snuff, the outside job can be let go and the channeling set up to bring in an income stream. As it all stands today, this is the plan.
A really interesting thing began happening this past month— IRELAND began significantly reaching out to me. First I was contacted by a woman who back in the day worked with Mary Maddison, an Irish woman who spent her life working in the magical realms of crystal scrying and much more. The next connection was Michael Sheridan, the well-known Irish dream interpreter. Then Biba Logan, who invited me onto her podcast ( interview ). And a member of our forum board, who lives in Ireland, who we had not seen for some time—returned.
Ireland and “magical” are two words that are near synonymous.
I suspect these properties are present for a reason.
Here we find ourself already at May.. The months are getting more intense, and more exciting in terms of the data coming through and experiences being had. Gold — the concept of “golden” is present throughout the entire month, along with the color RED and, more specifically, trying to get red colored pants onto myself. There are multiple incidences of and references to underground labyrinths. Concepts coming through as COLORS are specifically notable this month.
I began hearing more insistently the cue to return to more formal meditation practice—to deepen and more seriously hone in on practice in general. I have been wanting to lengthen my floor sitting practice for some time so in the spirit of moving with the flow relative to the guidance coming through I have taken this opportunity to order this cushion and mat from a company called Moonleap to help me accomplish just this. Incredible design -as I am typing these words I am waiting for it to arrive. I will report my experience with it in the comments.
Along this same vein, the really big NEW thing that has happened this month is that I have begun a formal practice specifically focused into the opening of my vocal channel. It can be seen through my dreamtime experiences how the inner and outer-realm beings are working with me on this endeavor. I will admit, this is exciting and encouraging for me to see.
In the night, I have again begun to experience vibratory phenomena, a sometimes quite overt pulsing sensation in the body. It is principally in the root chakra but has also extended to the soles of my feet. There are many notations of this in my logs beginning mid-month. I will emphasize the overt nature of this phenomena and note that not even thinking, speaking, or moving my body will cause it to cease. It is reaching all the way through to the threshold of physical space. It is also rapidly changing from a pulse pattern to a strong, steading spinning that is already rapidly spilling over into the month of June >> ( for those interested ) my daily log.
It has been a long time in the making, this whole business of opening my vocal channel. Who would have thought such a seemingly simple thing —relative to a Kundalini awakening in itself, learning to consciously shift into and out of Earth space, the work with the crystals and gaining the cooperation of the elemental realm!— would be such a challenge. One day I will see more clearly than I do at present why the voice ( hopefully trance ) channeling had to come last in this series of events. At the moment I glean only bits and am mostly just happy it is ( or seems ) to be finally happening. I am feeling the same call and draw to it now that I have felt from day one with the crystal. Which I somehow was able to observe happening and dive into with full force. As my life allowed, that is. What I began feeling first, roughly a month ago, is to re-immerse myself in my previous more formal meditation ritual. This has been very easy for me to accommodate.
At near the same time, I am beginning to have feedback from my dream state activity that is relative to the vocal channeling. Not just instruction but I can see the beings are beginning to circle me for this purpose. I then began to realize, or suspect, or think to myself that I am not really that familiar with exactly how to PRACTICE vocal channeling. And that it would be much more helpful to me to approach it this way, just as in any of my other practices that are specifically spiritual disciplines. So I am reaching out to a person/teacher/channeler I feel deeply aligned with due to the unconditional nature of their work, Carla Reuckert, who is no longer on the planet with us but who left a wealth of material on learning to channel as a practice. I am in study mode by day and by night am applying to my practice what I have learned. I also have the very fun feeling rising up in me to join a channeling group. Which I will begin looking into today, just as soon as I finish posting this article. A local group that meets in person is what I feel drawn to.
I am learning ( and very wonderfully feeling! ) exactly how close the beings are to me at this point. If I ask a question the flow can immediately begin coming through. Not always, sometimes I am still blocking it, but often enough that it is getting my attention. In meditations my conversation with those here with me is beginning to be even more tactile than it usually it. The felt presence is acute, and just that much more physically felt. I had asked for a tactile sign that the beings are here and the channeling is about to begin. I received that tactile sensation just last night. It is not what I had suggested, a fingertip touching my own, what has been chosen is far more grand. It is a heart-space behind my own that presses forward into me; a merging of hearts. How wonderful -and ever so much more clever a sign! I aim to run with this.
As to the “why”, or reasons behind the voice channeling not beginning until now, I am seeing a few things. The first is my tendency toward opening WIDE without boundaries. Toward being and emulating a fully open system. Together with the inclination, or bent away from challenging others. The way I have carefully measured my capacity previously, with regard to others has been to in a sense sequester myself from them. I say “in a sense” because it is only in a physical sense that I do this. Not in an energetic, or awareness sense. In these ways I have always been all inclusive. But I would keep my physical person in a significant sense out of reach. With the voice channeling this will not be possible. I am quite literally inviting higher information and energy flows ( some of which are quite embodied ) in and through me- mind, breath and body. So I understand I have some learning and reconfiguring to do in this regard. And!, which is occurring in real time with the go-button already pressed. The experience that follows is such an example.
This month I am intently focused into the April 8 full solar eclipse and the opportunity I feel it represents. The very morning of the eclipse information began coming through in the dream state. Then when I woke I meditated,—focusing my attention into a mantra of sorts. As the eclipse was happening, as I sat in a focused state of attention I repeated the following:
“I am passing through this portal, cleansed by water and by fire ( ie: the sun and the moon ) in the highest light and for the greatest good as a full-time consciousness worker fully supported by the Universe and the Universe of Worlds.”
Once I had passed through the portal into this timeline, I changed the tense to “I have passed”. It was a really nice ceremonial rite of passage. I united with the galactic races on a deeper level and assistance from them actually began coming to me as I chanted. For instance the “cleansed by fire and water” part was given to me as I began the recitations. And so true!, not just a portal but a baptism first by water ( the moon ) and then by fire ( the sun ). When it was done I went outside, faced myself toward the sun with closed eyes and let myself be penetrated by the rays. The light outside was quite surreal. Not unlike that of another time and place. I do feel I am now quite actually in a new timeline. One in utter alignment, inside and out with my focus.
Following the eclipse and consciously directing myself through this portal I began to be accelerated ( see April 21 log ) and a singular message begins coming through to me. Surrendering and connecting my will to Thy will, in order to get where we actually are heading now. The Greater will is unfettered by doubt and has no fear to distract or detract it. Allowing this could only mean one thing. We are now on the fast track into the new moment. Into the next new evolution of our service. Activating the Voice and taking on the role of the Speaker. A Seer and Speaker. It certainly has been a long time coming. I do feel I am ready.
The final thing I will mention for this month ( it has been a doozy of a month! ) is that I am growing more curious at, and focusing into my ANCESTRAL HISTORY. I am looking into this through the dream and instantly aided in this by Inner being. This feels incredibly related to coming into the new service. Perhaps it is a keying into who will be the first to bring through. All this is so new I will have to follow it for a time before knowing, or knowing any more than I do at present. We are at the verge of its very unfolding. Such an exciting place to be. !! At present, just to say, as can be seen in this month’s dreams all fingers are pointing toward the Feline races.
What an absolutely amazing month, not only of dream state awareness but advancements being made toward my service as a Speaker. There is something relative to this I am attempting to understand on a greater level. It has to do with the ways in which it is possible to conceptualize our time here in the Earth-life. It has always been easy for me to conceptualize Earth as a “school”, but more challenging to me is that of it being a “prison”. I understand the whole idea of “light being encased ( or enmeshed ) in matter” and I see how this might effectively align with the concept of a prison, for can I go out and into it by my own will? ( no ) – not as the person I experience myself to be. But there is something more to all this. Something I am aimed to grasp in more detail.
It is not unlike when I am in the dream state itself, and stop to wonder how it is I have gotten to where I am. In the very same way, I do not know how it is that I arrived here in this Earth life. In order to remember, I first have to remember who I am — who I am, prior to being who I am here. Then I will see the pathway that has led to this place, and where, more precisely “here” is.
Since traveling up to Ventura a few short weeks ago to “break my silence” – to tell my story of ET contact, abductions and sightings of crafts I have had two major breakthroughs. These can be read in my logs. I look forward to the breakthroughs continuing to occur.
This report was lined up for exactly a year ago to this day but got lost, falling deeper and deeper down into the queue until I had forgotten all about it. I am not sure I still remember the reason I was wanting to highlight and bring it out but it does show some interesting work, as well as messages commonly relayed to us in the night. The language of the fields is never an easy, or obvious thing to read when it comes to what is being told us about ourselves but the only way we are ever going to even BEGIN to learn is by bringing the data forward, working with it on a regular basis, processing the information to see what new questions arise and taking this once more with us into the coming night. It is the way I am learning. Slow though it may be.
I feel like I am making headway—like I am beginning to glean symbols here and there that help me to piece together at least a part of the meaning behind the work being done and the messages being sent. As the years roll on I feel increasingly more accomplished in not only the way I am working with my dreams, but the daily regularity at which I now do. It takes diligence just to get to the point where daily work becomes possible. In fact, going all the way back to the beginning, I remember not being allowed to even write my dreams down. I have had recall of my dreams since day 1 in this body, but prior to the age of approximately 40, if I attempted to write down what I recalled the recall would be taken away. This in itself is simply fascinating.
One day I must look deeper into why this was. For now, though, a usual night of dreaming and important reminder on receptivity and receiving data. >>
I am pleased to report that my more regular dream state has returned -and that I am acclimating to the new types of precognitive information being passed to me in the night. The communication between my Inner and outer self is deepening. I am more regularly able to receive messages, exact answers to questions that are asked. It has been suggested this past month that I begin going out to see how I can help other people with their ( consciousness ) projects. I have begun doing just this and it is a lot of fun. I will be reporting more on this in the coming months. Stay tuned.
Another thing worth mentioning is the ear TONES, they have quite literally been on fire this past month. There were weeks when they were coming in every night on both the right and the left. One night it would be the right, the next the left, back and forth. Until it grew to be from the right and left even on the same nights. Really crazy. I have fun with the phenomena, though, as all of you know. My greatest joy is exploring these things. I do not know that I am any more aware than in the beginning, relative to what exactly these tones are, but I will never stop investigating any of the phenomena that presents to me. It is simply too interesting.
Note: the Guardian dream from February 5, 2024 is worth attention.
A new theme is beginning to become more repetitive.
The past few months, ( Oct, Nov, Dec, Jan ) I have not had the time to post OBEs independently of my dream data material. The monthly dream logs do include my out of body experiences, conscious contacts, time travel, visions, precognitive information but as the log itself is long, and many do not have the time to actually read the full month I try to make a point of posting certain key experiences independently in articles like this. It gives others experiencers out there a chance to see if there is any critical crossover in the data we are receiving.
November 2023 was a particularly challenging month relative to the data coming in. It was full of survival based energy, torture, killing; various nights in the lower realm stood out to take center stage. In fact, in general as of late I am gaining increasingly more experience working in the collective shadow aspect of being. I feel this is in preparation to come more fully into service. It does take experience, practice, to acclimate to this level of reality.
The first step into 2024 is a rough one that begins with a fall. I am on the road to recovery from a knee injury incurred the day after Christmas,—while in the fields I am entering the woodwork, neural pathways within my being that reveal the activities, the moves of the ( – ) on my being, my player in the Earth-life field. “Me”. It is not easy on a physical system to be aware of. Though a clearer picture, the kind born of actual conscious experience is surfacing.
I am working on an aspect of my incarnation that is perhaps not so pleasant. An aspect that was potentially caged here on the 3D Earth. Who is working something off -refining, rebalancing in order to re-enter a larger reality. Some years back, through the OBE I was shown a clustered structure that hangs off the back of my calf. It is composed of 3 strings, irregular in length between 2-4 inches, each with a slate black cube affixed to the end. I have been shown this more than once, it is a shock to my system each time. A sense of panic accompanies it as there is a time element I feel in which I have to work these off. I know I am meant to resolve why this is here. It will not be easy for me to see, but see I must if I am to work myself free.
The flow of data coming through the dream state this month is steady and fierce, no stopping for even a breath. I am able to see the central concept/theme, which is >>
CO-INCIDENCE The past, present and future all colliding
Some really strange things have been happening in the night as of late, but this January is quickly taking the lead for HIGH strangeness. The experience logged below is an example of coming alert while in standard dream, to a level of activity going on behind it. Is the sub-level of activity something that is actually happening? Is it just another sub-level of thought playing out in my own mind? And can these two, at a certain point even be one and the same?
The sub-level can be shocking. You might recall the scene when Neo first wakes from the matrix. Do you have experience with this? Have you worked to gain insight?
Let’s discuss it in the comments.
January 19, 2024
Abducted ( by a human agency? ), attempted mind control, taken to another planet