As you already know 30 minutes goes by fast, 60 minutes goes by fast!, and even two hours will breeze by before you know it so you will want to come to your talk prepared. Have a basic set of questions drafted, your precise areas of concern and interest outlined. Have a recorder, or pen and paper ready for notes, symbols, sketches and doodles.
The understanding is this.
Awareness, attention, vision,—may narrow and widen, expand and contract/collapse, zoom in, zoom out. Into the macrocosm, microcosm. Subatomic, and atomic worlds. Visual reality, a visual realm or world is a circumference reality. Central to it is Void. The eye itself is a physical metaphor, or re-presentation of this.
The first realizing.
I am two, maybe three years old.
I am upstairs with my Dad in his room. My sister is here, she is coming in growling at me again. I am not sure why but she does this. I don’t know why she is doing it. Dad is coming out from the bathroom, half preoccupied with what he is doing, half checking in on us. I am looking up at him. Telling him something. He is responding but it is not anything to do with what I am saying.
Potentiality— The ability to come into existence.
The ability is not quite the actuality. Not quite an ACT —It is prior to this. Prior to a beginning. So this is what my person is asking. I must say person because there is more here than this now (to have this communication. How can potentiality evidence itself? —how IS potentially evidencing itself. How is this even possible? How is what is not even happening be apparently happening. Be made into something I can hold in my hands! (there is a great deal of awe at this).
[Series of ET Contacts: February/2015]
Conscious shifts into the dimensions have been so numerous I am repeatedly amazed new ones continue to present. This week there are two new types of shifts— The first is a ‘meteor hit/fall to reality’. I am quite literally experiencing myself AS a meteor, getting caught in the gravitational pull of the planet and impacting. The second is in the ocean: A backward pull of water into itself as it begins to rise into a wave. I am riding that point of the backward pull, level with the ocean into the baseline of the wave. Extraordinary experiences and sensations.
Spheres within spheres within spheres….
Dreams within dreams within dreams—where does one end and another begin?
As a child and young adult I always remembered my dreams.. I remembered them, likely because waking up from them was such a process. They did not fade easily and my tendency for a period of time each morning was to walk in two worlds— it generally taking 20 minutes or so, once getting up for the day for the ‘additional’ environment to fade. This of course would leave me with a surprisingly clear awareness of the additional environment. What is curious, is that throughout the entire length of my childhood it was the same. It was the same dream, playing out every night from different sets of points. —Was my dreaming taking me into another lifetime?
People sometimes ask me what relevance the out of body experience has on “real” life.. Everyday, practical, physical reality Earth-life. I understand why the question is asked, and it is a good question to ask. Notably because there is indeed relevance. Coming into the clear awareness of it and thereby helping to extend it increasingly further out into the populous of this level of reality I feel to be of very great, current day importance.
It would seem I do not experience as much gravity to the Earth as some, or perhaps even most other OBErs.. While they work to set down awareness of the physical, in order to stabilize themselves in other environments without ‘snapping back’, I must maintain full conscious awareness of both—or even more environments simultaneously in order to accomplish the same.
Looking in on it from where I am now in time, the process of entering into this makes more sense. The picture is more complete. Years prior to a more total shift in consciousness I began bringing through the idea.. Speaking of it (somewhat ephemerally), penciling (somewhat remedially) images and graphs, teaching it in class while not even truly knowing -or knowing why.
Four years ago, in the summer of 2009 I was roused from my sleep near the 2am hour by a clear, distinct, male voice. By the time I am fully aware of what is happening the voice very simply, authoritatively booms “DO NOT DO THIS WITHOUT THE PHYSICAL BODY SYSTEM.” To whom the voice is booming I do not know, although a good many are in this moment discernibly present. These words echo through me still, as though an instant has not passed since.